No one knows.

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Assalamualaikum wbt.

    It's 11:11~ It's just me and my soft, comfy playlists. I was listening to one of Stray Kids' songs just now and it just hit me how uncertain the world actually is. Like, everything, everyone, just 'living' itself is so uncertain. No one actually knows what they're doing. We're all experiencing this moment, this age, this,, you know, whatever we're doing right now, we're all experiencing it for the first time. Isn't it amazing? How we choose to keep on living without knowing what's gonna happen, what's there for us, what bad or good things life has in hand for us?

    I'm in my 20s right now and I mentioned this a lot, how I'm afraid of adulting and all of the responsibilities that will come with it. I still am. But tbh if we actually looked at it, even people who are in their 40s, or 50s, are still afraid of what's to come. Cuz again, they have no idea what's gonna happen too. Nobody knows. We're literally living, holding on to our faith in Him.

    And for that, I feel like I should say this to myself and to anyone who's reading this blog right now, if you, we, I, us (LOL), have anything that we wish to do, go and give it a try. At least give it a try. Right now we're at the oldest we can be and also the youngest we'll ever be again. Say you're 30 right now and suddenly felt like you wanted to ride a horse (Idk where this comes from), then go for it. Cuz why not right?

    We only have one shot at life. Why don't we just go all out yknow. YOLO hahaha. As for me, personally, I have A LOT of stuff that I wanted to try. I'm the curious type so even for things as simple as crochet, for example, I really want to try that. Just, literally, try everything that exists in this world.

    I hope everyone gets to do what they love and live the life they dream of. That includes me of course. Let's keep on fighting people! hahahha what a crappy ending. That's it for now. Good night!

Are we back?

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Assalamualaikum.

    

    Hey~ wow that was awkward. Let's skip the whole hi hello intro part and get right into the main context (do I even prepare one?).

    Well anyways, I realized that the last time I actually wrote about stuff/stories/etc on this blog was months ago. September 2020 to be exact. Serious tak sangka dah selama itu. Oh and pardon me if I switched from English to Malay every now and then cuz that's how I am. A queen of inconsistency. You can probably tell from how NOT often I updated this blog. Hey at least I put the effort to change the theme. It's gotten a lot simpler now. The blog is in full white and I like it. Simple and minimal.    

    Ok, life update. Nothing much going on. Alhamdulillah aku dah selesaikan last semester aku which is my internship, dengan jayanya. And with that, maka tamatlah degree aku yeay! Alhamdulillah habis dah degree. Sekejap je rasa. Lagi2 sebab degree aku fully ODL sebab Covid-19. Tbh, I still can't digest the fact that I have finished my studies and am now working. Yes gurl, I am now working!!! My 9 years old self would be super proud.    

    I'm currently working for a software development company as their Marketing Executive. Yeah I know most will probably question, how in the world did I go from multimedia computing to marketing. The answer is, I don't know. I simply have no idea. But hey, life is full of surprises. We just gotta let it flow~     

    It is indeed a bit hard to adjust to that position since marketing is not really my cup of tea but it's okay. I'm fine as long as there's something new for me to learn. I'm a passionate learner (cehh kauuu hahah).    

    Ok that's enough updates about me. As for this blog, I'll try to be diligent, try to think of various topics to share with everyone and I'll also post stuff related to my life of course. This blog is mainly created because I wanted to write and store my memories. Till then~ Have a good day.